Saturday, May 27, 2006

disappointment.. exams..

thursday.. went to sch.. had pmm presentation.. not realli tt good... after pmm.. went to tabao chicken rice to klass.. and eat.. and had alvin to do the tarot cards thing.. nth good aniway.. after tt.. is was cp ma.. and the lecturer let us all go home.. haha.. so went to print the hardcopy of the ppt slides..

klass was dismiss around 2+.. called him.. and he does'nt want to meet me.. well.. went home.. waited for zr to reach tpy.. went to mac.. find her.. tok.. study? nah.. -.-" which was our initial plan.. but i not in the mood to do so.. saw grandma bringing my brother to mac.. duhx.. so buy i help to buy food for him.. den grandma and bro went home.. while i accompany zr to the train station..

read three blogs.. a long ones.. knoe mani things.. well.. but it doesnt seems to be so simple isnt it.. aniway.. ten plus bb called.. say he off work le.. so went down to find him.. he knews theres something wrong.. but i din have the courage to say first.. so walk silently on the road.. i want to have some bite.. hungry.. so went to the foodcourt.. saw his ex gf there.. well.. he saw it too.. but he jux kept quiet.. so while walkin home, i finalli said it out..

had a long tok.. drink.. tok wif one of my fren.. nah.. a casual fren.. jux so nice he called me.. so.. chat till i fall asleep..

next morning.. i knoes smth.. smth which makes me disapointed... yes.. jux this one word..

i chose to stay.. i chose to forgive.. but for her.. i dunno how to face it..

and she knews i know it all.. well..

went down to tpy, den to somerset meet helen, take thing, den to tp, find cat, and back to orchard.. meet b.. had dinner.. went home.. and he went to work at ten plus..

hopefulli everything turns out to be fine.. promise me.. never will it happen again..

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